Be my therapist (or skip this)
I am surrounded by people who care about me, help me and love me. And yet I feel alone and abandoned.
Events seem to fit together perfectly, so I don't have to worry about anything. And yet I am in, almost constant, state of anxiety.
I live in my own phantasy, my own interpretation of events around me, and it mismatches reality completely. I seem to have an idea of how things should work and when world does not confirm my idea — I turn blind eye to it, instead of embracing it and correcting my views based on it.