Self-deception

Originally published on: 2024-12-26

I often use it to make myself feel better:

I am pretty good with girls — I just got unlucky (Sure! Like 20 times in a row 🤦‍♂️ 😄);
my public speech went pretty well — never-mind all the evidence is to the contrary;
my method of doing things is correct — I just need the right circumstances (Aha! Let's wait for them another 5 years).

Worst of all about those — they help me stay in my fairytale bubble.
As a result I don't know the real me and his shortcomings.
And, since, I refuse to acknowledge them — I can't fix them.

Because, why would I? They are not there, right?
🙈